I Have Awful Pee Shyness. I Cannot Use The Toilet In Public. no comments
Whenever I’m at the restroom, I’m simply unable to have a pee if there is anyone in the urinals right beside me. I’m terrified that they will be laughing at the absurd noises that my body produces when I’m ready to secrete waste. I’m mortified when I hear the noises and smells they produce when they’re in their cubicle too.
Even if the cubicle was thicker than the Berlin Wall, I’d still be unable to go. The worst thing is occasionally I’ll think I’ll be able to pass something into the toilet, then my heart will start racing with excitement until it subsides again and I just have this general feeling of disappointment.
Sometimes I wish I had no shame like everyone else on this messed up planet. That I could crap my brains out in the restroom without having to care what other people think.