Overcome Social Anxiety? Why Would I Want To! 1 comment
Posted at in Crippling Shyness
I hate people. I hate the outdoors. I’m tired of people telling me that I should give people a chance. I’ve already given society ample opportunity to show itself as worthwhile and it has failed each and every time.
Yes, I suffer from Social Anxiety. I’ve had it all of my life. I was bullied as a child in school and I see the evil smirk of those evil hooligans in the blank stare of every person I see in the streets.
I don’t trust anyone anymore. I don’t trust you, or your stupid family. I don’t trust the government. I don’t even trust my television set anymore. I’m tired of being let down by everything and everyone.
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Hi me again. Just what you said about ‘the outdoors’ -uhh, are we related? well I guess we could be 50th cousins or something like that. But yeah, me too, I just dislike going outdoors because like you just want to enjoy the fresh air, but then comes someone with like these huge panting dogs…and it’s like, excuse me. It’s kind of like let’s just go on our own ways. I wonder if I’m one of those people that have ‘failed’ someone by not opening up to them just out of kindness instead of a stupid alter-ego of a more confident me but which is not really me…do you live in Britain? just asking because you used the word ‘hooligans’ lol. I don’t trust much of anything even anymore…but I think it’s because we haven’t started thinking of our version of what life is, instead of the one that we happen to be born in. We haven’t started thinking about what we feel is important to us in life, instead of being told or expecting to be told of what life is. It’s all different, and I find your honesty refreshing. I feel that the more we care about what others think, the more we won’t be able to act on our own thoughts….so just start from a place within yourself that is perfectly intact. Everyone has shortcomings, and the least of it shows in how there are so many misunderstandings and judgments everywhere based on our own insecurities. Wow, it’s like I’m saying this to myself.